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2 Kislev 5987/Thursday 5:16am@CrimsonHome Here and Now: I was awake during midnight and I haven't been waking up those hours ever since I came to Crimson the first time on July 7 and felt other unwanted spirits in the house but they have been cast out of our  house since July so I had  been sleeping long and peacefully in this place without dreams. But lately especially in my parents house, I dream a lot and would have nightmares, waking up at midnight to pray. Tonight and on Tuesday night, I was not able to sleep well I think of Ryan so I asked the LORD about him but actually I complained to the LORD about him, I don't even want to ask GOD anymore, because I felt it's clear that he wasn't the one for me. He was chinese, catholic and short. This is another Michael Po that's going to waste my time. NO MORE GOD NO MORE! SOAP Scriptures Torah: Parshat Toldot, 5th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 26:30-27:27) Genesis 26:30-27:27 New King James Version 30 So he made them a f...

1 Kislev, 5787 / Wednesday 5:51am@CrimsonHouse Here and Now: I did not have a good sleep last night after talking to Ryan Chen because he had an effect on me, I was scared that he was the only chance that I have, I don't want him because he was asian, and I'm expecting a arab christian, not an asian catholic, but he knew what he wanted, he wanted a wife and he had been praying to find a wife. I don't know if I want to be in a journey where I have to find out I was wrong again, I didn't realize how much trauma I carried from Antonio that I was unable to open my heart again, I dreamt of Ryan and Dominic last night, I don't know why both of them are in my dreams, I believe because both were comrpomising believers who had lust issues. I'm going to pray for GOD to protect me from the wrong relationship. SOAP Scriptures Torah: Parshat Toldot, 4th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 26:23-26:29) Genesis 26:23-29 New King James Version 23 Then he went up from there to Beershe...

30 Cheshvan, 5787/Tuesday 5:32am@CrimsonHome Here and Now: I had a good long sleep after prayer with Wendell last night, I woke up 4am but I went back to sleep because I still enjoyed the sleep but I don't like having  dreams, from 8 to 4 I didn'thave dreams but after an hour of extra sleep I dreamt of the worship team and the church.  SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Toldot, 3rd Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 26:13-26:22) Genesis 26:13-22 New King James Version 13 The man began to prosper, and continued prospering until he became very prosperous; 14 for he had possessions of flocks and possessions of herds and a great number of servants. So the Philistines envied him. 15 Now the Philistines had stopped up all the wells which his father’s servants had dug in the days of Abraham his father, and they had filled them with earth. 16 And Abimelech said to Isaac, “Go away from us, for you are much mightier than we.” 17 Then Isaac departed from there and [ a ]pitched his tent in the Valley...

29 Cheshvan, 5787/Monday 6:25am@LahugHome Here and Now I was able to sleep after midnight with my brother David and sister Kim in the tv room last night after we watched the Forgotten Island and prayed together but my sleep always feels like Iwasn't able to have enough rest everytime I sleep in my parents home, and last night I only had 3hours15mins rest according to my iwatch but at least I didn't have bad dreams. But maybe GOD wanted all of us to stay awake at those hours to not just watch a movie but encourage each other regarding the issues we had at church and not just talk but to pray about it. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Toldot, 2nd Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 26:6-26:12) Genesis 26:6-12 New King James Version 6 So Isaac dwelt in Gerar. 7 And the men of the place asked about his wife. And he said, “She is my sister”; for he was afraid to say, “She is my wife,” because he thought, “lest the men of the place kill me for Rebekah, because she is beautiful to behold.” 8 No...

28 Cheshvan, 5787/Sunday 6:34am @ Lahughome Here and Now Wow! I wasn't able to sleep well and long last night because @2:30am I woke up from a dream of trying to swim in shallow waters with some people someone killed me and my companion through injections and they buried us but I still felt alive so I went around the area and huanted Tita Ge because I saw her, but people could still see us, so I probably wasn't dead but then I woke up, went to pee and the hairs on my body stood so I knew there were spirits attacking me while I slept so I prayed through the 3 to the 4th watch but then when I went back to sleep I saw my companion who was murdered with me and it was Amethyst my classmate in PCGS and I spoke to my other classmates about my dream. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Toldot, 1st Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 25:19-26:5) Genesis 25:19-26:5 New King James Version 19 This is the genealogy of Isaac, Abraham’s son. Abraham begot Isaac. 20 Isaac was forty years old when he took ...

27 Cheshvan, 5787/Shabbat Shalom 5:23am@LahugHome Here and Now I did not sleep well last night because Acel and I went out for coffee and Tiramisu at Elim Central Ayala Eblock and we spent about 3 hours chatting but I finished the left over Tiramisu at 10pm which was a bad idea because it meant I couldn't sleep yet until it was digested but then I did fall asleep but it wasn't a sound sleep yet the record show on my iwatch that I had deep sleep longer lastnight that I did sleeping longhours at Crimson and I couldn't even feel it, IT FELT LIKE I was sleeping so light. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Chayei Sarah, 7th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 25:12-25:18) Genesis 25:12-18 Complete Jewish Bible (vii) 12 Here is the genealogy of Yishma‘el, Avraham’s son, whom Hagar the Egyptian woman bore to Avraham. 13 These are the names of the sons of Yishma‘el, listed in the order of their birth. The firstborn of Yishma‘el was N’vayot; followed by Kedar, Adbe’el, Mivsam, 14 Mishma, Dumah, ...