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2 Kislev 5987/Thursday 5:16am@CrimsonHome Here and Now: I was awake during midnight and I haven't been waking up those hours ever since I came to Crimson the first time on July 7 and felt other unwanted spirits in the house but they have been cast out of our  house since July so I had  been sleeping long and peacefully in this place without dreams. But lately especially in my parents house, I dream a lot and would have nightmares, waking up at midnight to pray. Tonight and on Tuesday night, I was not able to sleep well I think of Ryan so I asked the LORD about him but actually I complained to the LORD about him, I don't even want to ask GOD anymore, because I felt it's clear that he wasn't the one for me. He was chinese, catholic and short. This is another Michael Po that's going to waste my time. NO MORE GOD NO MORE! SOAP Scriptures Torah: Parshat Toldot, 5th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 26:30-27:27) Genesis 26:30-27:27 New King James Version 30 So he made them a f...

28 Cheshvan, 5787/Sunday 6:34am @ Lahughome Here and Now Wow! I wasn't able to sleep well and long last night because @2:30am I woke up from a dream of trying to swim in shallow waters with some people someone killed me and my companion through injections and they buried us but I still felt alive so I went around the area and huanted Tita Ge because I saw her, but people could still see us, so I probably wasn't dead but then I woke up, went to pee and the hairs on my body stood so I knew there were spirits attacking me while I slept so I prayed through the 3 to the 4th watch but then when I went back to sleep I saw my companion who was murdered with me and it was Amethyst my classmate in PCGS and I spoke to my other classmates about my dream. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Toldot, 1st Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 25:19-26:5) Genesis 25:19-26:5 New King James Version 19 This is the genealogy of Isaac, Abraham’s son. Abraham begot Isaac. 20 Isaac was forty years old when he took ...

25 Cheshvan, 5787 / Thursday 5:02am @CrimsonHome Here and Now: I went to sleep around 8plus and woke up 4plus, which I believe is goodwith 6h36m of sleep it's really enough because yesterday when I slept for 8hours I still felt sleepy when I woke up. I don't need excess sleep, I just need the right amount of sleep and I praise GOD for good sleep. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Chayei Sarah, 5th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 24:53-24:67) Genesis 24:53-67 New King James Version 53 Then the servant brought out jewelry of silver, jewelry of gold, and clothing, and gave them to Rebekah. He also gave precious things to her brother and to her mother. 54 And he and the men who were with him ate and drank and stayed all night. Then they arose in the morning, and he said, “Send me away to my master.” 55 But her brother and her mother said, “Let the young woman stay with us a few days, at least ten; after that she may go.” 56 And he said to them, “Do not [ a ]hinder me, since the Lord has pr...

24 Cheshvan, 5787/Wednesday 5:07am @ CrimsonHouse Here and Now I slept so early last night, tired from all the issues at work, and I wasn't even able to pray but I prayed while laying in bed half asleep, I asked GOD to heal Wilson and take care of us all. SOAP SCRIPTURES Torah Parshat Chayei Sarah, 4th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 24:27-24:52) Genesis 24:27-52 New King James Version 27 And he said, “Blessed be the Lord God of my master Abraham, who has not forsaken His mercy and His truth toward my master. As for me, being on the way, the Lord led me to the house of my master’s brethren.” 28 So the young woman ran and told her mother’s household these things. 29 Now Rebekah had a brother whose name was Laban, and Laban ran out to the man by the well. 30 So it came to pass, when he saw the nose ring, and the bracelets on his sister’s wrists, and when he heard the words of his sister Rebekah, saying, “Thus the man spoke to me,” that he went to the man. And there he stood by the camels...

19 Cheshvan, 5787/Friday 5:27am@Crimsonhome Here and Now: I woke up from strange dreams of embracing 1 gay guy Ralph, he used to be my classmate and then there's another gay I was sitting on his legs and the dream was very disturbing because that other gay fat guy, was not gay at the begining of the dream, she was Dr Hannah the fiance of Todd one of the P&W vocals in church so that dream was not from GOD and I think I overslept because of those weird dreams because I woke up almost 5am and I slept so early at 7:35. LORD, please protect me as I sleep...  SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Vayeira, 6th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 21:22-21:34) Genesis 21:22-34 New King James Version A Covenant with Abimelech 22 And it came to pass at that time that Abimelech and Phichol, the commander of his army, spoke to Abraham, saying, “God is with you in all that you do. 23 Now therefore, swear[ a ] to me by God that you will not deal falsely with me, with my offspring, or with my posterity...

12 Cheshvan, 5787 /Erev Shabbat 5:37am@LahugHome Here and Now: I was able to sleep but it was cutting inspite of the antihistamine I took last night, I only slept deep at the begining and woke at 9 to bring Cobe to pee but then I feel asleep and woke up an hour later remembering Cobe, relieved that he was already inside the house. I woke up 4:22am my usual time but I didn't get up to devote right away I tried to sleep until 5am and then I got up to devote myself to GOD because there was so many troubles at work, there was so many things that's making me sad, those who has stolen from us, I just have to deal with one person today but I pray for him, and may the LORD make a way for him to  pay back what he has stolen. I feel overwhelmed by all the troubles, I cannot even understand what GOD is trying to say in Ezekiel because I don't feel like I am a watchman,  I failed GOD that's why these things have happened to me.  SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Lech-Lecha, 6th Portion...