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6 November 2026

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26 Cheshvan, 5787 / Erev Shabbat 5:06am @CrimsonHome Here and Now: I was waking up a lot last night because I slept so early again at 7:30pm and I woke up from a bad dream that someone was trying to kill me, but I knew this was something I am getting from Aunt Bebe when I ministered to her today and I prayed for her when I awoke asking for GOD's mercy upon her and all of us  in earth who are suffering some kind of pain.  SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Chayei Sarah, 6th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 25:1-25:11) Genesis 25:1-11 New King James Version Abraham and Keturah 1 Abraham again took a wife, and her name was Keturah. 2 And she bore him Zimran, Jokshan, Medan, Midian, Ishbak, and Shuah. 3 Jokshan begot Sheba and Dedan. And the sons of Dedan were Asshurim, Letushim, and Leummim. 4 And the sons of Midian were Ephah, Epher, Hanoch, Abidah, and Eldaah. All these were the children of Keturah. 5 And Abraham gave all that he had to Isaac. 6 But Abraham gave gifts to the sons of t...

31 October 2026

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20 Cheshvan, 5787 / Shabbat 5:22am @LahugHome Here and Now: I felt the attack spiritually last night as I was having sleep paralysis 15 minutes while falling asleep in the guest room so I transferred to the TV room but my sleep was still not sound in the TV room. That's why it's hard for me to be in my parents house because I couldn't sleep like I sleep in Lapulapu. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Vayeira, 7th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 22:1-22:24) Genesis 22 Complete Jewish Bible 1 (vii) After these things, God tested Avraham. He said to him, “Avraham!” and he answered, “Here I am.” 2 He said, “Take your son, your only son, whom you love, Yitz’chak; and go to the land of Moriyah. There you are to offer him as a burnt offering on a mountain that I will point out to you.” 3 Avraham got up early in the morning, saddled his donkey, and took two of his young men with him, together with Yitz’chak his son. He cut the wood for the burnt offering, departed and went toward the place...

29 October 2026

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18 Cheshvan, 5787/Thursday 4:29am @LahugHome Here and Now: I had communion last night before I went to sleep and so I have no more bad dreams... I praise GOD but I wake up today worried and fearful that I may never get married, I want to trust GOD but I've trusted GOD for 44 years and HE hasn't fulfilled HIS promise, may YESHUA my HusbandKing grant me mercy.... SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Vayeira, 5th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 21:5-21:21) Genesis 21:5-21 New King James Version 5 Now Abraham was one hundred years old when his son Isaac was born to him. 6 And Sarah said, “God has made me laugh, and all who hear will laugh with me.” 7 She also said, “Who would have said to Abraham that Sarah would nurse children? For I have borne him a son in his old age.” Hagar and Ishmael Depart 8 So the child grew and was weaned. And Abraham made a great feast on the same day that Isaac was weaned. 9 And Sarah saw the son of Hagar the Egyptian, whom she had borne to Abraham, scoffing.[ b ] ...

27 October 2026

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16 Cheshvan, 5787/Tuesday 6:18am@Crimsonhome Here and Now I was finally able to get a good night's sleep long at 7hours 43minutes according to iwatch but I still woke at around 3.30am and asked GOD to give me more time to sleep because my body needed to recover from the sickness I was dealing with for a week already. Last night, I had to mop my floor because it was a little flooded with water but good thing my bed wasn't flooded. So I cleaned and was tired so I slept at 8;30PM SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Vayeira, 3rd Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 19:1-19:20) Genesis 19:1-20 New King James Version Sodom’s Depravity 1 Now the two angels came to Sodom in the evening, and Lot was sitting in the gate of Sodom. When Lot saw them, he rose to meet them, and he bowed himself with his face toward the ground. 2 And he said, “Here now, my lords, please turn in to your servant’s house and spend the night, and wash your feet; then you may rise early and go on your way.” And they said, “No, b...

18 September 2026

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7 Tishrei / Erev Shabbat @Mandaue Watchtower Here and Now: Wow I sleep so well in Crimson after work, and especially when I decided to take a bath early in the morning after waking up, I feel very much refreshed and I slept almost 8 hours last night! That's one of the very first times I sleep so long at night, GOD had been giving me rest while I've been working... but I've also been popping in the middle of the night...excited for what I will eat this lunchtime I don't have anything much to look forward to but I feel that GOD has hidden me from the stress of family, from my parents wounds, when HE brought me to a sabbatical earlier this April and I still feel that I'm in the sabbatical now so that I'm not handling so many wars as I should... I don't feel equipped to face the battle at church that's why I just pray for the jezebels to be contained and somehow leave the church... I thank YOU LORD for bringing me back to Mandaue to pray... to be with YOU......