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1 Kislev, 5787 / Wednesday 5:51am@CrimsonHouse Here and Now: I did not have a good sleep last night after talking to Ryan Chen because he had an effect on me, I was scared that he was the only chance that I have, I don't want him because he was asian, and I'm expecting a arab christian, not an asian catholic, but he knew what he wanted, he wanted a wife and he had been praying to find a wife. I don't know if I want to be in a journey where I have to find out I was wrong again, I didn't realize how much trauma I carried from Antonio that I was unable to open my heart again, I dreamt of Ryan and Dominic last night, I don't know why both of them are in my dreams, I believe because both were comrpomising believers who had lust issues. I'm going to pray for GOD to protect me from the wrong relationship. SOAP Scriptures Torah: Parshat Toldot, 4th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 26:23-26:29) Genesis 26:23-29 New King James Version 23 Then he went up from there to Beershe...

29 Cheshvan, 5787/Monday 6:25am@LahugHome Here and Now I was able to sleep after midnight with my brother David and sister Kim in the tv room last night after we watched the Forgotten Island and prayed together but my sleep always feels like Iwasn't able to have enough rest everytime I sleep in my parents home, and last night I only had 3hours15mins rest according to my iwatch but at least I didn't have bad dreams. But maybe GOD wanted all of us to stay awake at those hours to not just watch a movie but encourage each other regarding the issues we had at church and not just talk but to pray about it. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Toldot, 2nd Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 26:6-26:12) Genesis 26:6-12 New King James Version 6 So Isaac dwelt in Gerar. 7 And the men of the place asked about his wife. And he said, “She is my sister”; for he was afraid to say, “She is my wife,” because he thought, “lest the men of the place kill me for Rebekah, because she is beautiful to behold.” 8 No...

23 Cheshvan, 5787 / Tuesday 5:11@LahugHome Here and Now: I was able to sleep well because one of our helpers who I believe carries witchcraft in her spirit did not return to our home yesterday so now I think she is the reason why spirits can enter our home and I thank GOD for protecting us by delaying her return to our home. SOAP Scriptures Torah: Parshat Chayei Sarah, 3rd Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 24:10-24:26) Genesis 24:10-26 New King James Version 10 Then the servant took ten of his master’s camels and departed, for all his master’s goods were in his hand. And he arose and went to Mesopotamia, to the city of Nahor. 11 And he made his camels kneel down outside the city by a well of water at evening time, the time when women go out to draw water. 12 Then he said, “O Lord God of my master Abraham, please give me success this day, and show kindness to my master Abraham. 13 Behold, here I stand by the well of water, and the daughters of the men of the city are coming out to draw water...

22 Cheshvan, 5787 / Monday 5:08am @ TheREEF1608 Here and Now I praise GOD that I'm wake up from a good sleep at the old room in the Reef with my brother David and Kim, that I can enjoy this holiday with them in this blessed room. Even though I couldn't see the sun rise this morning because of the  rainy clouds blocking the way, I know the Sun is there faithfully shining down on me as GOD shines down HIS love upon my husband and me. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Chayei Sarah, 2nd Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 23:17-24:9) Genesis 23:17-24:9 New King James Version 17 So the field of Ephron which was in Machpelah, which was before Mamre, the field and the cave which was in it, and all the trees that were in the field, which were within all the surrounding borders, were deeded 18 to Abraham as a possession in the presence of the sons of Heth, before all who went in at the gate of his city. 19 And after this, Abraham buried Sarah his wife in the cave of the field of Machpelah, before M...

20 Cheshvan, 5787 / Shabbat 5:22am @LahugHome Here and Now: I felt the attack spiritually last night as I was having sleep paralysis 15 minutes while falling asleep in the guest room so I transferred to the TV room but my sleep was still not sound in the TV room. That's why it's hard for me to be in my parents house because I couldn't sleep like I sleep in Lapulapu. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Vayeira, 7th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 22:1-22:24) Genesis 22 Complete Jewish Bible 1 (vii) After these things, God tested Avraham. He said to him, “Avraham!” and he answered, “Here I am.” 2 He said, “Take your son, your only son, whom you love, Yitz’chak; and go to the land of Moriyah. There you are to offer him as a burnt offering on a mountain that I will point out to you.” 3 Avraham got up early in the morning, saddled his donkey, and took two of his young men with him, together with Yitz’chak his son. He cut the wood for the burnt offering, departed and went toward the place...

17 Cheshvan, 5787/Wednesday 5:33am@LahugHome Here and Now I came to Lahug to bring things to my parents, it's my sister's birthday today, I hoped I would sleep well in the guest room, I did praise GOD but I still had disturbing dreams, I wish there was a true prophet of GOD who could minister to me and remove all those spirits in our house or from me, because I have been feeling anxious lately, especially that I heard my bestfriends parents all getting sick, depressed and I am fearing the day my own parents get sick, but GOD had  always been with me everytime there was a crisis in my home,  I felt him, HE strengthened me but on regular days I am anxious and afraid of the next trial that's going to come upon my home, I feel weak especially after I had just recovered from a flu that I never expected to last a week, the times have changed. SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Vayeira, 4th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 19:21-21:4) Genesis 19 New King James Version 21 And he said to him...