30 October 2026
19 Cheshvan, 5787/Friday
5:27am@Crimsonhome
Here and Now:
I woke up from strange dreams of embracing 1 gay guy Ralph, he used to be my classmate and then there's another gay I was sitting on his legs and the dream was very disturbing because that other gay fat guy, was not gay at the begining of the dream, she was Dr Hannah the fiance of Todd one of the P&W vocals in church so that dream was not from GOD and I think I overslept because of those weird dreams because I woke up almost 5am and I slept so early at 7:35. LORD, please protect me as I sleep...
SOAP
Scriptures
Torah Parshat Vayeira, 6th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 21:22-21:34)
Genesis 21:22-34 New King James Version
A Covenant with Abimelech
22 And it came to pass at that time that Abimelech and Phichol, the commander of his army, spoke to Abraham, saying, “God is with you in all that you do. 23 Now therefore, swear[a] to me by God that you will not deal falsely with me, with my offspring, or with my posterity; but that according to the kindness that I have done to you, you will do to me and to the land in which you have dwelt.”
24 And Abraham said, “I will swear.”
25 Then Abraham rebuked Abimelech because of a well of water which Abimelech’s servants had seized. 26 And Abimelech said, “I do not know who has done this thing; you did not tell me, nor had I heard of it until today.” 27 So Abraham took sheep and oxen and gave them to Abimelech, and the two of them made a [b]covenant. 28 And Abraham set seven ewe lambs of the flock by themselves.
29 Then Abimelech asked Abraham, “What is the meaning of these seven ewe lambs which you have set by themselves?”
30 And he said, “You will take these seven ewe lambs from my hand, that they may be my witness that I have dug this well.” 31 Therefore he called that place [c]Beersheba, because the two of them swore an oath there.
32 Thus they made a covenant at Beersheba. So Abimelech rose with Phichol, the commander of his army, and they returned to the land of the Philistines. 33 Then Abraham planted a tamarisk tree in Beersheba, and there called on the name of the Lord, the Everlasting God. 34 And Abraham stayed in the land of the Philistines many days.
Ezekiel 48
9 “The district that you shall set apart for the Lord shall be twenty-five thousand cubits in length and ten thousand in width. 10 To these—to the priests—the holy district shall belong: on the north twenty-five thousand cubits in length, on the west ten thousand in width, on the east ten thousand in width, and on the south twenty-five thousand in length. The sanctuary of the Lord shall be in the center. 11 It shall be for the priests of the sons of Zadok, who are sanctified, who have kept My charge, who did not go astray when the children of Israel went astray, as the Levites went astray. 12 And this district of land that is set apart shall be to them a thing most holy by the border of the Levites.
Luke 16
The Parable of the Unjust Steward
1 He also said to His disciples: “There was a certain rich man who had a steward, and an accusation was brought to him that this man was [a]wasting his goods. 2 So he called him and said to him, ‘What is this I hear about you? Give an account of your stewardship, for you can no longer be steward.’
3 “Then the steward said within himself, ‘What shall I do? For my master is taking the stewardship away from me. I cannot dig; I am ashamed to beg. 4 I have resolved what to do, that when I am put out of the stewardship, they may receive me into their houses.’
5 “So he called every one of his master’s debtors to him, and said to the first, ‘How much do you owe my master?’ 6 And he said, ‘A hundred [b]measures of oil.’ So he said to him, ‘Take your bill, and sit down quickly and write fifty.’ 7 Then he said to another, ‘And how much do you owe?’ So he said, ‘A hundred [c]measures of wheat.’ And he said to him, ‘Take your bill, and write eighty.’ 8 So the master commended the unjust steward because he had dealt shrewdly. For the sons of this world are more shrewd in their generation than the sons of light.
9 “And I say to you, make friends for yourselves by unrighteous [d]mammon, that when [e]you fail, they may receive you into an everlasting home. 10 He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much. 11 Therefore if you have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches? 12 And if you have not been faithful in what is another man’s, who will give you what is your own?
13 “No servant can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.”
The Law, the Prophets, and the Kingdom
14 Now the Pharisees, who were lovers of money, also heard all these things, and they [f]derided Him. 15 And He said to them, “You are those who justify yourselves before men, but God knows your hearts. For what is highly esteemed among men is an abomination in the sight of God.
16 “The law and the prophets were until John. Since that time the kingdom of God has been preached, and everyone is pressing into it. 17 And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass away than for one [g]tittle of the law to fail.
Psalm 125 New King James Version
The Lord the Strength of His People
A Song of Ascents.
1 Those who trust in the Lord Are like Mount Zion, Which cannot be moved, but abides forever.
2 As the mountains surround Jerusalem,
So the Lord surrounds His people From this time forth and forever.
3 For the scepter of wickedness shall not rest On the land allotted to the righteous,
Lest the righteous reach out their hands to iniquity.
4 Do good, O Lord, to those who are good, And to those who are upright in their hearts.
5 As for such as turn aside to their crooked ways,
The Lord shall lead them away With the workers of iniquity. Peace be upon Israel!
5:27am@Crimsonhome
Here and Now:
I woke up from strange dreams of embracing 1 gay guy Ralph, he used to be my classmate and then there's another gay I was sitting on his legs and the dream was very disturbing because that other gay fat guy, was not gay at the begining of the dream, she was Dr Hannah the fiance of Todd one of the P&W vocals in church so that dream was not from GOD and I think I overslept because of those weird dreams because I woke up almost 5am and I slept so early at 7:35. LORD, please protect me as I sleep...
SOAP
Scriptures
Torah Parshat Vayeira, 6th Portion (Bereshit (Genesis) 21:22-21:34)
Genesis 21:22-34 New King James Version
A Covenant with Abimelech
22 And it came to pass at that time that Abimelech and Phichol, the commander of his army, spoke to Abraham, saying, “God is with you in all that you do. 23 Now therefore, swear[a] to me by God that you will not deal falsely with me, with my offspring, or with my posterity; but that according to the kindness that I have done to you, you will do to me and to the land in which you have dwelt.”
24 And Abraham said, “I will swear.”
25 Then Abraham rebuked Abimelech because of a well of water which Abimelech’s servants had seized. 26 And Abimelech said, “I do not know who has done this thing; you did not tell me, nor had I heard of it until today.” 27 So Abraham took sheep and oxen and gave them to Abimelech, and the two of them made a [b]covenant. 28 And Abraham set seven ewe lambs of the flock by themselves.
29 Then Abimelech asked Abraham, “What is the meaning of these seven ewe lambs which you have set by themselves?”
30 And he said, “You will take these seven ewe lambs from my hand, that they may be my witness that I have dug this well.” 31 Therefore he called that place [c]Beersheba, because the two of them swore an oath there.
32 Thus they made a covenant at Beersheba. So Abimelech rose with Phichol, the commander of his army, and they returned to the land of the Philistines. 33 Then Abraham planted a tamarisk tree in Beersheba, and there called on the name of the Lord, the Everlasting God. 34 And Abraham stayed in the land of the Philistines many days.
Bible in a Year
Ezekiel 47-48; Luke 16:1-17; Psalm 125
9 “The district that you shall set apart for the Lord shall be twenty-five thousand cubits in length and ten thousand in width. 10 To these—to the priests—the holy district shall belong: on the north twenty-five thousand cubits in length, on the west ten thousand in width, on the east ten thousand in width, and on the south twenty-five thousand in length. The sanctuary of the Lord shall be in the center. 11 It shall be for the priests of the sons of Zadok, who are sanctified, who have kept My charge, who did not go astray when the children of Israel went astray, as the Levites went astray. 12 And this district of land that is set apart shall be to them a thing most holy by the border of the Levites.
Luke 16
The Parable of the Unjust Steward
1 He also said to His disciples: “There was a certain rich man who had a steward, and an accusation was brought to him that this man was [a]wasting his goods. 2 So he called him and said to him, ‘What is this I hear about you? Give an account of your stewardship, for you can no longer be steward.’
3 “Then the steward said within himself, ‘What shall I do? For my master is taking the stewardship away from me. I cannot dig; I am ashamed to beg. 4 I have resolved what to do, that when I am put out of the stewardship, they may receive me into their houses.’
5 “So he called every one of his master’s debtors to him, and said to the first, ‘How much do you owe my master?’ 6 And he said, ‘A hundred [b]measures of oil.’ So he said to him, ‘Take your bill, and sit down quickly and write fifty.’ 7 Then he said to another, ‘And how much do you owe?’ So he said, ‘A hundred [c]measures of wheat.’ And he said to him, ‘Take your bill, and write eighty.’ 8 So the master commended the unjust steward because he had dealt shrewdly. For the sons of this world are more shrewd in their generation than the sons of light.
9 “And I say to you, make friends for yourselves by unrighteous [d]mammon, that when [e]you fail, they may receive you into an everlasting home. 10 He who is faithful in what is least is faithful also in much; and he who is unjust in what is least is unjust also in much. 11 Therefore if you have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true riches? 12 And if you have not been faithful in what is another man’s, who will give you what is your own?
13 “No servant can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.”
The Law, the Prophets, and the Kingdom
14 Now the Pharisees, who were lovers of money, also heard all these things, and they [f]derided Him. 15 And He said to them, “You are those who justify yourselves before men, but God knows your hearts. For what is highly esteemed among men is an abomination in the sight of God.
16 “The law and the prophets were until John. Since that time the kingdom of God has been preached, and everyone is pressing into it. 17 And it is easier for heaven and earth to pass away than for one [g]tittle of the law to fail.
Psalm 125 New King James Version
The Lord the Strength of His People
A Song of Ascents.
1 Those who trust in the Lord Are like Mount Zion, Which cannot be moved, but abides forever.
2 As the mountains surround Jerusalem,
So the Lord surrounds His people From this time forth and forever.
3 For the scepter of wickedness shall not rest On the land allotted to the righteous,
Lest the righteous reach out their hands to iniquity.
4 Do good, O Lord, to those who are good, And to those who are upright in their hearts.
5 As for such as turn aside to their crooked ways,
The Lord shall lead them away With the workers of iniquity. Peace be upon Israel!
Observation
Genesis 21 Unbelievers recognize the favor of GOD upon Abraham and they became so afraid that they felt they needed a covenant with Abraham to protect themselves against Abraham from doing wrong to them. I think they also had the tendency to abuse or do wrong to people that's why they had those thoughts about Abraham who was protected and favored by GOD. If only they knew Abraham's GOD who was righteous and if they believed Abraham was GOD's servant, they didn't have to be afraid but they were vigilant and so they made Abraham make a covenant of peace with them.
GOD sets apart inheritance for HIS beloved people who have been faithful to HIM on earth. This is what I observed in Ezekiel as GOD is preparing a place for HIS dwelling and HIS people.
In Luke, the unfaithful steward became wise by using money to gain friends, so that when he had nothing, no riches, and no job, friends would help him because he helped them first. Yet GOD calls us to be faithful in little things, be it money or relationships or anything that HE has given us.
In Psalm, those who trust in the LORD shall not be moved or be anxious, they are like Mount Zion, the city of GOD, prepared for GOD and focused on GOD.
Application
In Genesis, when Abimelech made Abraham swear to him a covenant of peace, I am reminded of Noli and if I have wronged Noli in anyway, I ask forgiveness from GOD for letting him pick up poop late at night. But he was also strangely drawn to me and I believe GOD had used him to help me and my family for a time. I thank GOD for Noli, bless him LORD as a guardian watchman and may he always pray for the good of everybody.
In Ezekiel and Luke, I am reminded to be faithful, I know that I am faithful with my dogs, I know that I am faithful with my money to use it to serve the needs of the poor and help others, and faithfulness requires work, a lot of work, a hassle, but it should not be this way, any work GOD wants us to do should be a joy and priviledge to be able to be entrusted to it, and so I pray for energy and drive to be good stewards of all that HE has entrusted to me.
In Psalm, I am reminded that as I continue to do what GOD has entrusted us to do, that I have to trust GOD is blessing me, pleased with me and happy with me, that there is no need to be afraid, because GOD takes care fo me, GOD looks afer me, and all of my concerns.
Prayers
Dear FATHER GOD,
I don't know if I WANT YOU to be a FATHER more or a HUSBAND more because I have so many needs that YOU need to meet. I need YOU to keep reminding me of YOUR love for me because I lose sight of it, I feel I have done bad things, failed YOU in anyway that's why I suffer anxiety. I pray TO YOU O GOD, HOLY FAITHFUL AND TRUE, GREAT I AM, HOLY ONE OF ISRAEL, YOU are GOD my GOD and I need YOU to help me live, help me sleep, help me dream dreams from YOU, help me wake up at the right time, help me think whatever is good and noble, help me to remove anxiety from my mind and heart, help me, let YOUR love flow through me, let YOUR healing embrace me, let YOUR love and grace carry me, because I am losing my mind with anxiety and fear, wow! YOU did not give me this Spirit LORD, please take away all negative feelings, thoughts and fears O GOD, help me to be all that YOU want me to be, do not allow the enemy to defeat me for I am YOUR CHILD YOUR Bride, YOUR beloved, yes I am! LORD, use me flow through me because if YOU are not with me and flowing through me, I cannot function, I am lifeless, my life is YOU, my desires all come from YOU, YOU are my GOD and KING, and I am waiting for that blessed man whom YOU have prepared for me to love and to hold, that husband who will stand up for YOU JESUS, who is obedient to YOU, who loves YOU like me, I am waiting for that man O GOD, may he be a doctor or a farmer, I want him to be self sufficient, I want him to be kind, to be loving, a man filled with YOUR HOLY SPIRIT! Thank YOU FATHER for giving me hope to live, this is my hope that YOU are giving me a loving spouse who walks after YOUR own heart, who is faithful, may he find me faithful and even more beautiful not just because of my face but my heart, let him see me a be in awe, just love at first sight O GOD let it be according toYOUR will for me, LORD, thank YOU for allowing me to talk about my dreams and the desires YOU have for me. Please heal everyone who is sick, Joel's wife, Jun Cinco, my parents and I, our relationships, heal my relationships with the church and heal YOUR church O GOD, heal us all. I pray FATHER GOD, heal us all because YOU are the SOVEREIGN GOD and YOU take full control of our lives, our hearts, everything on earth is under YOUR control and so I can ask YOU to bring my husband to me in this dark season and together we can shine YOUR light. O GOD thank YOU for the peace, even as I continue to pray that YOU will touch the hearts of our offenders, Rhyan James Gore, Isidro Ypil, Liz Cal, Gerard Umerez, touch the hearts of those offended and cause us to forgive and remove bitterness from our spirits, remove all bitterness and let there be change, let there be repentance in the hearts of Rhyan James, Isidro, Liz, Gerard and family I pray let there be healing, let YOUR love flow through us for YOU O LORD are GREAT and GREATLY to be praised!!!
In the Name of YESHUA I pray Amen!
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