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12 Tishrei / Wednesday @Mandaue Watchtower Here and Now: I still worry in my life as a single woman because I don't trust my family and because GOD put me in my family that I don't trust, I worry, like Job worries about his children.But I want to entrust GOD with my life, with my future spouse and family, I know GOD will give me the best husband because He promised me, he may not be perfect but he is the best that GOD chose for me. SOAP Scriptures Torah: Parshat Vezot Hab'rachah, 4th Portion (Devarim (Deuteronomy) 33:18-33:21) Deuteronomy 33:18-21 New King James Version 18 And of Zebulun he said: “Rejoice, Zebulun, in your going out, And Issachar in your tents! 19 They shall call the peoples to the mountain; There they shall offer sacrifices of righteousness; For they shall partake of the abundance of the seas And of treasures hidden in the sand.” 20 And of Gad he said: “Blessed is he who enlarges Gad; He dwells as a lion, And tears the arm and the crown of his head. 21 He ...

11 Tishrei / Tuesday Mandaue Watchtower Here and Now: Ma Elsie told me of many things disturbing her since Saturday because Rosalia gave her a wrong sent message supposedly for Jesel the exgirlfriend of Reymark our ex security guard who has wronged us because of how they cheated our company and wronged GOD because they cheated their families. SOAP Scriptures Torah Reading: Chumash Parshat Vezot Hab'rachah, 3rd Portion (Devarim (Deuteronomy) 33:13-33:17) Deuteronomy 33:13-17 New King James Version 13 And of Joseph he said: “Blessed of the Lord is his land, With the precious things of heaven, with the dew, And the deep lying beneath, 14 With the precious fruits of the sun, With the precious produce of the months, 15 With the best things of the ancient mountains, With the precious things of the everlasting hills, 16 With the precious things of the earth and its fullness, And the favor of Him who dwelt in the bush. Let the blessing come ‘on the head of Joseph, And on the crow...

10 Tishrei / Monday Yom Kippur fastday @Crimson house Here and Now: I was praying through the watches of the Night and I don't remember any dream but I remember praying for Cherie and James that they will stop their business and that GOD will deal with them with their business that's taking away all her energy from serving GOD. I prayed for all us in church that's been hurting, I prayed GOD will deal with the rebellious, the bitter especially Gerard and my dad, Teodeliz, all their gang that's whispering curses, I prayed that curses will be boomerang on those who have been bitter towards our Pastors and leaders, I prayed for healing for Kim and me, I continue to pray for protection for all of us in the leadership, that GOD will cover us with  HIS blood  that none of the arrows of jezebel will penetrate towards us. OH OH I remember dreaming about pizza being served and I was trying to eat it but I couldn't even swallow it, it felt like sand on my mouth and I woke up r...

9 Tishrei / Sunday @Crimson Watchtower Here and Now: I woke up from a good sleep and praying in between the nightwatches, I did dream of blue water going out of my toilet drainage and the tub, I don't know why and that the empty lot in Crimson across me is being worked out. I have already prepared to go to Lahug today but come back to Crimson in the late afternoon to be with JESUS on YOM KIPPUR SOAP Scriptures Torah Parshat Vezot Hab'rachah, 1st Portion (Devarim (Deuteronomy) 33:1-33:7) 7 And this he said of Judah: “Hear, Lord, the voice of Judah, And bring him to his people; Let his hands be sufficient for him, And may You be a help against his enemies.” Jeremiah 8 The Prophet Mourns for the People 18 I would comfort myself in sorrow; My heart is faint in me. 19 Listen! The voice, The cry of the daughter of my people From a far country: “Is not the Lord in Zion? Is not her King in her?” “Why have they provoked Me to anger With their carved images— With for...

8 Tishrei / Shabbat @Crimson Watchtower Here and Now: I had strange dreams of people I have not connected with for a long time last night, one is with Charmaine and Saar last, I woke up feeling the noise of murmurs of people in church, and I pray to GOD I pray GOD will destroy the works of HIS enemies for they are my enemies, I pray HE vindicate and avenge me, I am sick and tired  of all that's going on in my life, the delay of the PROMISES HE spoke over my life, but I am holding on to HIM, I am clinging to HIM because I have no one else to hold on to but HIS loving kindness  to me. I am praying HE help me to stay humble, that HE will defeat every enemy standing in our way...  Torah Reading Parshat Ha'azinu, 7th Portion ( Devarim (Deuteronomy) 32:44-32:52) (Maftir) 48 That same day Adonai said to Moshe, 49 “Go up into the ‘Avarim Range, to Mount N’vo, in the land of Mo’av across from Yericho; and look out over the land of Kena‘an, which I am giving the people of Isra’el a...

7 Tishrei / Erev Shabbat @Mandaue Watchtower Here and Now: Wow I sleep so well in Crimson after work, and especially when I decided to take a bath early in the morning after waking up, I feel very much refreshed and I slept almost 8 hours last night! That's one of the very first times I sleep so long at night, GOD had been giving me rest while I've been working... but I've also been popping in the middle of the night...excited for what I will eat this lunchtime I don't have anything much to look forward to but I feel that GOD has hidden me from the stress of family, from my parents wounds, when HE brought me to a sabbatical earlier this April and I still feel that I'm in the sabbatical now so that I'm not handling so many wars as I should... I don't feel equipped to face the battle at church that's why I just pray for the jezebels to be contained and somehow leave the church... I thank YOU LORD for bringing me back to Mandaue to pray... to be with YOU......

6 Tishrei / Thursday @Mandaue Watchtower Here and Now: I felt good taking a bath in the morning and then leaving for work after the dogs finished popping, I was able to wake up at 3am a little awake than sleepy so I spent time praying to GOD for Reece, healing and successful operation and then GOD to deal with my parents, Deric whom I think has become more proud than usual and not understanding the wrong he caused in the business. I pray for GOD to heal everyone with father wounds including me, gerard vincent, teodeliz, myra and dennis. I pray for GOD to protect Pastor Timmy and Achi Grace, Kim and David and everyone in the leardership. So many prayers I prayed that I don't even know how to pray for. SOAP Torah Reading: Deuteronomy 32:29-39 Deuteronomy 32 29 If they were wise they could figure it out and understand their destiny. 30 After all, how can one chase a thousand and two put ten thousand to rout, unless their Rock sells them to their enemies, unless Adonai hands them ...